You obviously want to be happy and you can not accept the fact that you are not alive in order to be happy. However, now that I discovered the existence of a satanic primitive conscience in the human brain you have to understand that human beings are not really human.
You can not be happy before being transformed into a real human being. The intention to find happiness in life without caring about your behavior is a misleading purpose imposed by your anti-conscience and the hypocritical world.
Your purpose in life is to eliminate your anti-conscience and completely develop your human conscience. This means that many times you have to accept suffering. Your dignity and your sensitivity are more important than all the material pleasures you can have.
The fact that you have inherited a satanic primitive conscience that occupations the largest part of your brain means that you are a demon. Since you are a demon, your happiness must not be your main purpose in life. You are not alive in order to fulfill your desires.
You are alive because you must be transformed into a wise and sensitive human being during your life. Your happiness is not as important as your process of transformation.
Now that I discovered the existence of the anti-conscience you have to be smart and learn how to translate the meaning of your dreams according to the scientific method of dream interpretation discovered by Carl Jung and simplified by me, because this way you will be guided by God in your dreams.
Everything you had imagined about the meaning of life is false. The information you have from the hypocritical world is based on its commercial interests. The modern civilization is far from the truth.
You must not desire to be happy before eliminating your anti-conscience through consciousness. You will never be happy if you will be evil.
Your happiness always will be false. You will have many deceptions in life. Your life will be a theater.
You must desire to become a saint in order to make God happy with your existence, and help Him save the world from terror.
You must become a perfect human being and help everyone around you, without being indent to their pain.
Your dreams will help you remember that you are alive in order to transform your personality and become a perfect human being, so that you may abandon the animal hell.
The material reality is imperfect and problematic. You must not live your life on earth as if it was a pleasant trip, and be an indented tourist. You must pay attention to what is bad, and purify your spirit.
If you will disregard this opportunity to become really human and you will keep listening to your absurd and evil anti-conscience, you will face the consequences of your idiocy.
You do not care about what will happen to you after death because you believe that you can not learn what will happen to you after death before dying.
However, God already gave us many lessons about what happens to our spirit after death in the various religions He created in order to save our conscience from craziness and terrorism.
God gives us more lessons about the meaning of death in our dreams. What will happen to us after death depends on the way we will live our lives.
Now that you know this fact, you must get prepared for your death by living your life according to God's guidance. The importance of your life as a preparation for your death gives to your life another meaning.